He sighed.Bayushi Norikage wrote: ↑Wed Nov 08, 2023 11:37 pmHe waved a hand. "No, I have that part covered...well, I mean I at least know that much." He said, frowning slightly. "I mean...you went on the road, leaving one behind, you made a choice out there. You knew there were two women and you made a call, you could probably drone on an on about how happy and you are and how it was worth it, whatever...I mean...but did you still have regrets? Seriously. Were you sure or did you just trust it would work out?"
"I know it might come as a shock to you, Bayushi-san, but even as a younger man I wasn't exactly beset by women seeking my attentions. My... interest in the one I did not marry was never something I did anything formal about. And any interest she might have shown was... well controlled under Duty and other obligations. The woman I did marry... well. I helped rescue her from some skin-stealing monsters, and... right before I went into the bowels of hell, she proposed to me. Directly, forthrightly. I accepted- on the condition that she stop acting as a servant, because a marriage should be a partnership. I do not regret how that went, and how it has played out. The past two decades with her have been the happiest of my life."
His tone softened slightly.
"But seeing how little the other woman has given herself in her life has caused me some sadness in the years since. That said, my ego, towering as it may be, does not permit me to think that she couldn't have found some happiness for herself if she had thought to look for it. There are other men and women in the world, and if she has not allowed herself to make time for any of them, who can say if I ever had a chance to begin with?"